It is hard trying to figure out why if she wants out so badly, she doesn't just go. The other day she said she wasn't in a hurry because she could wait for me to buy her out. Then she was out a few days later looking at places. I could leave, but I am just not going to do that. She has turned my life upside down enough, I don't need to lose every single thing I know and have to start over. I want the continuity of the house for myself and my child.
On the one hand, our interactions, while limited, are pleasant now. I still think she has to go. The only hope for reconcilation is for her to find through consequences what her life will be like without the family she said she craved. And if she doesn't change her mind, then I will be in a better place to be moving on.
H:54 W:46 D:11 D:21 M:12 BD:1/15 In-house Separation 2/15 DB started 7/15, W sees consistency 9/15 Dropping the rope and having her leave 2/16, moves 5/16 Reconciliation 1/17 Obviously still struggling
