I am in the same sitch. I am eating the sandwiches and drinking the same smoothies. I only know of EAs with my W but today she stated she wants to reconcile.
Who knows where that will lead but we all have a lot of work ahead of us and time is what will heal all wounds.
If our Ws take the same actions again, at least we will be stronger individuals and true to ourselves and it will be much easier for us to let them go.
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...