MB, I don't care actually which is why I brought it up the first time. However the advice I got here was to leave it be. Because he was/is against it and if it meant he would see the kids less then was it worth it.

Basically would it bring me closer or further from my goal. And he's ticking me off too MB. Believe me. FYI..I went dim and he panicked. Reminds me of NYGal and W the other night smile. I dimmed by falling asleep LOL and he couldn't get in contact with me for an hour and 16 minutes from his first call.

So it works. I'm just exhausted in all ways. Mostly emotionally.

I have to write to Zues and try and get the focus on me. Me, me, me!