Well then I do need to thank you. I need all the eyes on me I can get right now.
Just reread Do Nothing and 180... Not sure which approach to take. I go back to Sandi's list. I think that's a pretty good reference point. Would you agree?
Good point on gut not waffling.
I guess I'm at the point where I have to trust what she is saying and doing and be patient... if I get burned... then I can worry about that.
Is it normal/smart to be thinking about the back up plan if she decides she is done? Or is that just attracting negativity? I like what you said about what I'm doing here possibly bleeding over into RL.
I know I'm whining but I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired. I do believe it will be worth it in the end, but this is without a doubt the hardest thing I have ever been through.
