Kyrie, Please stick to one thread until you have 100 postings/replies. You can change the subject line within a thread. The reason we are advised to stick to one thread at a time is so that you can go back and revisit each thread and it's easier for others to follow your threads this way.
Cadet will most likely combine both threads since you only have 46 postings on this one and have now created a new one.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.