I don't know you well enough to say much. But your post was both sad and uplifting at the same time. I have read some of your advice to others and it's always great.
I too hope you find your golden ticket JellyB.
Rain (moi): 40 Ex Fiance: 39 3 kids On/off again EA & PA Last BD by ow 12/15 Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15