Lou it's been a bit ... Wondering how you are feeling ?

I tried your writing down the question etc.... Is the answer supposed to come to you in a dream, because I definitely got an answer in a dream.

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver