May your journey be

[Ggrass]

I'm thinking the mares better as I haven't heard bad news.

Well new l has been on email again today, this is lookin better and better, gives me hope of that final closure.

I might go thru your stuff and bits vanilla.

But the being triggered it was about the new pistol licence, I had to do the theory test, I was put in the spot. Just in a small space and suddenly I panicked.


Dad in some way behaved like xh2, but I think he was immature not quite as pure narc as xh2. Das sued to sulk and use silent Trement to punish or just perhaps was unable to reconnect.

In some ways it played a role as I was lulled into the whole pattern, each semi separation of a few days/ weeks was just seen as a time out. Xh2 explainations he need time to just sort his stuff out and let him process.

Which in some ways was fine, I had son and farm so it wasn't so much of an issue. Do I think he's cheating on ow, I would say so. She lives a few hundred km aways and I suspect a weekend only gf!