Hope is not a Strategy- It looks done

[Squiggy]

Rich, the decision is yours, but I would recommend slowing down and not pushing. You have already done the steps of protecting yourself with an L. You are reacting to your emotions.

As a survivor of infidelity and a pending divorce, I'm going to tell you to try and relax. I know it hurts like hell, but this doesn't mean it's the end of the road. One step at a time and keep working on you.