Hey Keefa, I'm recently a separated dad too and at one point, I too thought about ending the pain in the most extreme way. Not only was I loosing my wife (WAW), I also had to find a new job because I worked with her in her hometown. I pretty much had to start my life completely over. You are going through hell but it will get better. You will end up a better and stronger person because of it. Hang in there and don't give up. Your boys need you.

How did she get sole custody? You sound like a great dad.

M41 W39
D3
Open Marriage Request by W 6/15
BD 9/15
1st EA 10/15
2nd EA discovered: 1/16
I moved out: 1/16
2nd EA blew apart 2/16
PA 4/16
I've had enough, filing for D