Hi Pinn! These feelings happen... And I know how easy it is to instantly go back to "that" place emotionally.... But the truth is... You are doing well. I know it's hel1, but you are!!!
Yes, go run! Just this weekend I signed up for a half in May in order to force myself to train. (leisure runs without purpose don't seem to interest me these days). I figure it also helps to prep for swimsuit season so it's a win-win! Plus I decided to crash my cousins disney cruise at the end of May--- I want to be the hot single lady on the boat full of families- I figured I could hang with Pluto! . Haha. Hey we got to have fun on this roller coaster of life, right?!
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16