Hi HopeRB,

I can definitely relate to the cycling of emotions as well as screwing up and having to restart. Really think everyone here does it more or less.

Don't think I've been in my sitch to tell you how long the cycling will last and when the cycle will shift to more positive than negative but I can say that you have fewer and fewer restarts with practice and patience.

Sorry that you're here but the people are helpful. I wish you success on your journey. Vaya con dios


Me:44 W:38
T:10.5 M:7.5
D:3
BD: 7/2015
W moves out of MBR: 9/2015
WW files for D: 2/8/2016