Sometimes you just keep breathing, that's all you can do. I'm sorry, keefa, I know it's just so difficult.
When you're alone, maybe you can read DR again, or watch a movie to distract you, or sometimes just cry until it stops. Just breathe and keep going on. For your boys, if nothing else right now. Everyone says it gets better. Sometimes better doesn't seem like enough, but then I guess it eventually gets better than that.
Breathe.
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat