Please keep thinking of your boys. Yes, life is unfair and losing your M, W and boys seems like you've lost everything. You haven't. You need to be there for them and for yourself so that you see they are treated well. If not you, then who? Who will make,sure they grow into the men you would like them to be?
I truly hear and feel your pain. Sometimes I want to just crawl,in a hole and disappear but then I think of the damage I would be doing to my daughter. Not going to happen. I want to show her that even though life is tough that you can overcome adversity if you have perseverance and patience.
Stand tall and stay strong. Vaya con dios.
Me:44 W:38 T:10.5 M:7.5 D:3 BD: 7/2015 W moves out of MBR: 9/2015 WW files for D: 2/8/2016
