Husband has left me for a younger woman

[Bex]

I've just checked his emails (I know I shouldn't do it) and seen that he's applied to work on the oil rigs- that is so random! It's just another sign that his thinking is so erratic at the moment! Man I literally could not predict his next move honestly - am i reading too much into it that this girl can't mean too much to him if he's planning on going off shore?? I wouldn't be happy if my new boyfriend told me that- he is just making so many big random decisions all the time

Anyway obviously I won't mention it to him as I don't want him to knowing checking his emails but his behaviour is so random I can't get my head around it!