Yes. I know. For me to think there is not is very foolish.
I asked him today if there was emotional affair. He said no. He said "I do not want emotional connection with any woman. This is enough".
I find his trips very suspicious. Especially upcoming one on Valentine's Day weekend. Then again, he found my trip suspicious and i never strayed and for me it would be easier and Im the one that was left so I would be guilt free.
Just like your husband, he is totally not the type. I took consolation seeing how much weight he had gained (I know how horrible that sounds) but everyone says their spouse is not the type.
Truth is, if I found out, I could just move on. No more limbo. Just move on and meet someone new.
Occasionally, I think I should take a lover, just so if he was cheating it wouldn't hurt so much. But then if he wasn't I could not live with myself.
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
