Hey Rain, just catching up. I am still celebrating the way you handled the phone call last week, but I want you to challenge yourself now to keep the focus on you. I just skimmed this 10 page thread and didn't see much of that. Of course if filled up quickly and you've been through a lot...but still, you have work to do.
I have posted a bit on JulieH's thread, InPain's thread, and Ciluzen's. Check them out. Your sitch reminds me of Inpain's.
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15