This might turn to a really sad case. The mares still not well and it could mean he will lose her too! I'm concerned for him and her.
I know right I think pearl handle and pretty shiney engraved with roses and swirls! I don't do girlie pink but Classy elegant yup ok so expensive as a by product.
And this years lamb, well the girl lamb has decided she's a dawg. She keeps coming inside with said dawgs and tryed to jump onto the freezer with the fast hunting dawg. That's too funny for words. Even funnier than her habit of head butting the dawgs when they annoy her she bullies them!
So stirring the l up has resulted in little but yet another bill to add to the growing pile and the huge mounting costs. Sigh!
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
I know, a meeting in which you have repeated the same stuff the last three times hundreds of $, for your dumb. Arrrrrrhhhhh L a breed unto them selves.
Yeah the lamby thinks she's is a dawg. Trying to jump and take the dawgs on in a fight.
The tooth was extracted in December, but we thought a further treatment was required so day off work 2 hour trip for a 5min check up! wasn't overly happy on that score.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
So things are still about the same, looks like a change of L same stable different L. I wrote a strongly worded boundary, of action within a week.
If that doesn't work it will be a change of stable for the L and I will look else where. One L told me that xh2 L is cuckoo worse than xh2. I have a letter from this cuckoo that has very bad ramifications for xh2 it will blow his side right out of the water.
Best bit is the ic said the truth will wiggle out, and I doubted it would.it just seem to keep getting covered now these things are turning up giving the fact the L is drawing it out. The time is truely been a gift.
Things are on one had really falling into place. Not only. Will things level out but I will be far in front of where I was.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
I have hope with the new L. She seems like she wants to push things. However hearing xh2 and his claims and behaviour she is like omg he's such a catch!
NOT!
But as I went Thru today that Sinking odd sense of doom I used to get before randomly passing xh2 on the road or me drving by him in the street was back. It didn't come to anything which was serriously good news. Shows that internal warning system is off kilter and false now. Which is great news, I can deal with it as a feeling that is of no harm.
Reliving some of the stuff, just for L information was like talking of someone else. A great feeling. Little backslide on sleep tho and generally unsettled which can account for the feelings of doom.
Just goes to show we all backslide from time to time.
S18 has phone once but won't leave message and he doesn't take calls! So who knows what his drama is.
The whole being defensive when confronted makes me Sound guilty, I need to just state my case and walk.
Slight panic attack today when put on the spot,and I wasn't prepared for it. Sweating looking for an escape, really flight and fight stuff. It was after the doom feelings had gone. Caught me by suprise and I'm not sure what triggered it or why.
I sort of have this feeling too that decisions and big changes are looming, but most have been made and the action to carry thru is just more of the same. So I'm unsure why I have that feeling.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
I guess if your instinct is there is going to be shift there usually is.
You have really great instincts on it.
Did your father really behave like WH2?
How influential did you think that was in you chosing this WH?
You are right we haven't had a thread party in soooooo long.
I need to say Cheeeeeeeese and Mooooooose
New L sounds interesting, a bit more proactive than the last.
In which ways does WH2 think he is a real catch?
Is he seeing his scuzzy OW, living with her or is he cheating already?
Have you got the insemination stuff from him yet, maybe he needs it for his own use!!!
I haven't said this for a long time to you, Gg, you are a very important person in my life, a very dear friend and I respect you and love you very much for all of the help advice and great kindness you have shown to me.
Plus you are great fun, and back in the day when we could add links showed me great rainbow eyes and kick ass red heels and your descriptions of the local gossips make me laugh out loud.
If you want to address anything I am here
Mega big hugs
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
I have hope with the new L. She seems like she wants to push things.
Terrific news.
However hearing xh2 and his claims and behaviour she is like omg he's such a catch!
NOT!
But as I went Thru today that Sinking odd sense of doom I used to get before randomly passing xh2 on the road or me drving by him in the street was back.
Is he around anywhere? Is this likely to happen?
It didn't come to anything which was seriously good news. Shows that internal warning system is off kilter and false now. Which is great news, I can deal with it as a feeling that is of no harm.
So how have you done that Gg?
Reliving some of the stuff, just for L information was like talking of someone else. A great feeling. Little backslide on sleep tho and generally unsettled which can account for the feelings of doom.
I get the nameless dreads when I need to talk about WH too. Especially over the abuse in my sitch.
Just goes to show we all backslide from time to time.
And how.....
S18 has phone once but won't leave message and he doesn't take calls! So who knows what his drama is.
Is he with his dad?
The whole being defensive when confronted makes me Sound guilty, I need to just state my case and walk.
I do get that absolutely I do. Like walking through customs feeling guilty even if there is no contraband.
Slight panic attack today when put on the spot,and I wasn't prepared for it. Sweating looking for an escape, really flight and fight stuff. It was after the doom feelings had gone. Caught me by suprise and I'm not sure what triggered it or why.
Was it a particular question? We're you talking about something specific?
I hope it's all ok now.
I sort of have this feeling too that decisions and big changes are looming, but most have been made and the action to carry thru is just more of the same. So I'm unsure why I have that feeling.
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You are normally spot on.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
I'm thinking the mares better as I haven't heard bad news.
Well new l has been on email again today, this is lookin better and better, gives me hope of that final closure.
I might go thru your stuff and bits vanilla.
But the being triggered it was about the new pistol licence, I had to do the theory test, I was put in the spot. Just in a small space and suddenly I panicked.
Dad in some way behaved like xh2, but I think he was immature not quite as pure narc as xh2. Das sued to sulk and use silent Trement to punish or just perhaps was unable to reconnect.
In some ways it played a role as I was lulled into the whole pattern, each semi separation of a few days/ weeks was just seen as a time out. Xh2 explainations he need time to just sort his stuff out and let him process.
Which in some ways was fine, I had son and farm so it wasn't so much of an issue. Do I think he's cheating on ow, I would say so. She lives a few hundred km aways and I suspect a weekend only gf!
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
wasn't overly happy on that score.