I'm surprised I come across so confident. I have never been so unsure of myself in my life. I have no clue as to how my life will turn out. I'm really hoping for my M to survive, but not holding my breath. I would say I feel resigned that most things are out of my control. The only thing firmly in my control is my schooling, my living situation and my animals. I'm happy for the most part that I'm safe, I have food in my belly and a roof over my head. My car still runs and it's warm in my house. I need to work on GAL a bit more and meet new people. I am incredibly shy and although I can be quite sociable I always prefer to stay in the background. The wallflower, the observer. It's really hard to step out of that role.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
