C- I understand you haven't voiced your responses...and if you did he wouldn't react well. It's more of an exercise about what his narrative would be if he was able to express himself maturely.
Maybe skip 1-2 and just focus on that. What would his feelings be in response to this:
that I made myself miserable, that I liked and loved him almost more than life itself.
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15