My daughter said that today will be a good day. Yesterday was an interesting day. Visited with in-laws. MIL in rehab and I had only visited twice with H before now. We are very similar and have had tumultuous moments. But from the beginning, she has offered up herself to me to be there for me as needed. (I don't have many role models in my family of origin.) We've been texting and she has been a good listener. We talked over an hour yesterday. Her second husband was unfaithful and she says she understands. She voiced her concerns that since her son has been lying for so long, how much does anyone, herself included, really know him. Her top concern is for her grandchild, who has pulled away from her as well as her dad.

Right now I'm lonely. She's doing homework and I'm doing laundry. And napping. I keep pointing my thoughts towards my GAL goals.

Next weekend I plan to take drill to broken bed and get rid of it. I have a presentation to give at work which I really want to kick ass at. I hate giving presentations. I talk too fast and stammer. Everyone can hear my voice shake.

Finished the book I was reading. My #1 hobby has suffered during the maelstrom. Feeling overwhelmed with being left to do it all has interrupted any cohesion of thought. Baby steps, and I know which book is next (besides the continuous DR & DB).Guess I will chance this week's grocery shopping during the game this evening.

Sending everyone uplifting thoughts for a great day.


Buttercup

Me 50 H 51
M 17 T 20
D16
H EA Feb 2014
BD Sept 2015
H moved out Nov 2015
W Filed D papers Mar 2016