We separated 5 years ago. She went crazy and started dating after I left. I became her friend and rock. She didn't want me as a husband and I stuck it out watching two guys have her and her coming to me for support when each affair failed. In the end she realized that the grass was not greener and we reconciled after 9 months of hell. I did a 180 and it eventually worked. All I know is that deep feelings are always there, it just depends if the ww wants to guide them back to the marriage. My w has filed now so it doesn't look good. I am still in the house and can only be the best version of myself that I can and hope that when I do go, she will miss me for the right reasons. How are you coping? Do you live separately?
I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?
