LBH w/ a WXW after the D - now what

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Thanks Trumpet, I think you're right. I'm afraid it's going to be a long month.

I know one problem I'm having is I have always felt really balanced. never too high or too low. These down swings are something I'm not prepared for or experienced at. I think I'm handling them a little better each time but I expect way too much of myself. I expect to not have them so when I do I feel crushed. So not only am I learning how to deal with the lows but I'm also learning how to experience my feelings, label them and be ok with them.

Ugh! lots of learning. Lots of development thru turmoil and pain. Yuck