Hi Rain. I'm okay. Was just having an emotional and crappy day. My mood changed from crying, lonely, and incredibly sad to very angry about two hours after I posted all of that on here. Then, I went back and forth between crying and hugely ticked off. I don't know what set all of that into motion, but it was not pleasant. I do appreciate everyone's kind words though.

Originally Posted By: Rain75
And your interactions with him may have been your doing but his reactions were NOT negative.

He didn't want me to be there and admitted that he wanted me to leave. That's pretty negative. frown

Originally Posted By: Rain75
Or he could have moved and put D papers in.

He told my oldest kiddo that he IS planning to move "in a couple of months." He said that around the end of January. Wonder where he's going to move. Down to where the ow lives? Somewhere around here? It makes me sick just thinking about it.

Originally Posted By: Rain75
I mean the man told you that you hypnotize him!!! He loves you.

Well, clearly just by looking at that statement you can tell how confused he is!!!


You asked if I read the links to other's stories where they were NC. I have read so many that I don't remember any of them specifically, but yes, I did read them. I've also spent hours on the MLC, infidelity, and WAS threads reading until my eyes won't focus anymore. It's all just so depressing. Just so many sad stories out there.


M:45 H:48
M:11
No kids
BD:Sept'15
EA:Confirmed 1wk later
PA: Oct'15
12 '15 2 wk R
Just kidding, H wants NC
12 '15 H back w/OW
4 '15 R &still working on it