This may be met with a solid no. Lately I have been thinking a lot of asking W sister if she knows how she is. I know shouldn't, the urge is starting to overwhelm me tho.

I'm sure this breaks more than the 2 DB rules I can think of right now. As much as I want someone to tell me it's ok. I think I am more looking for someone to convince me I shouldn't.

It would be nice to know if she ever talks about me or says anything about possibly thinking its a mistake. There may be things I don't want to hear as well.

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.