I only have one bit of advise. Your H access to the house. Please make sure you don't leave you computer or tablet open with this site in the browsing history. Lock it down. Also hide any notes you might take or books you are reading on MLC, DB.
It won't help much if he knows you are here.
It's still all new and you are still hurting. Hope you see that you are a lot better than the day 1 when you started writing here.
Nothing wrong with crying . I had my own nights this week when I was full of emotions. Let it out when you are alone.
Glad you updated us. I know many are thinkng of you
Irish
M51 XW43 (38 at bd) BD1 MAY 30 2015 BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text moved out Aug 2 2015 left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20) Her divorce Final July 26 2016 Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015
