I'm sorry MB. You sound so sad. I wish there was something I could do for you beyond sending cyber hugs.
You're always cheering all of us on...you are not a failure! You are sarcastically funny (which we've agreed is the best kind of funny) you're giving and supportive to all of us here and we all appreciate you.
Did you ever follow any of the links when you were looking for similar stories with NC?
I hope your day turns around. Honestly...because you deserve to be happy MB. Your H is super confused, as most of them are. And your interactions with him may have been your doing but his reactions were NOT negative.
Okay they weren't positive enough to end the A (yet) but he could have cursed you out and taken a restraining order out on you. Or he could have moved and put D papers in or thrown your belongings onto the curb. My point MB, is that it actually could be worse.
I mean the man told you that you hypnotize him!!! He loves you.
We should find links to threads that can give you hope and inspiration. ((((((MB))))))
