I almost want to just go file myself to be done with this pain but I know it's my feelings talking and not my brain.
UGH, me too me too 10099 times over. I know you're feelings, at least I think I do. I'm trying to give myself 24 hours each time I get that heavy, overly reactive feeling coming over me before doing anything about it. Have you ever been this completely exhausted? I haven't. I've never felt so drained, I feel like I'm going to have to fake every interaction with the H for a long time.
My plan is just to work around the house today, clean the car...just stay busy. Stop going around in circles in my head.
