I'm glad to hear you have a bit more control over your emotions. Your boys need a father in their life. Keep coming back to that when despair starts to overtake you. The unconditional love your dog shows you can't hurt either. You can do this!!!!
Me:44 W:38 T:10.5 M:7.5 D:3 BD: 7/2015 W moves out of MBR: 9/2015 WW files for D: 2/8/2016