Okay so I can finally post the crazy. The crazy that I believe was meant to make me question my decision to not accept his offer. So this is from the night he went out and I told him to call a cab if he needs to and to have fun. He initially just replied "thank you".
About a half hour later I get this...
-You know it [censored] that I can't even call you .. Hope you enjoy your night love .. I wish things were different... I am sorry for all that I have done... I hope tomorrow when I go over that we can have a good time together..All of us .. I love you and always will ...
Then 2 pictures. One of us with the kids when our youngest were about a month old..the other from when first got together.
I text him..."Xf! Aren't you out? Hun it's a little rude to be texting. But love and sex have never been our problems. Have a great night.
Him: I hope something I said got through to you ..(<<<<really!!!) Him: Yeah I am and the guys are telling me to get off my phone
Me: XF I was so in love with you in that pic! And time flies. They were so tiny (kids pic) Me: lol then maybe you should
Him: I'm sorry for all I have done... I'm just thinking about how upset my kids were..Hope you and the kids enjoy. . I will be there tomorrow right after work ...
Me: Have fun, and okay, see you tomorrow...the kids never napped so they're going to sleep now. Then it's my night i hope we both enjoy our nights.
Him: It would be nice if you would just lay next to me tomorrow Him: I can't wait to spend time with them and see you Him: I hope that we can have a good time together tomorrow.
Me: Hun...go! Have fun.
Him: Ok these guys are trying to take my phone away .. I let you know when I get home. .I love you. .
Me: Be safe
He seemed to miss us and be in touch with his feelings. Thinking about me when he was out drinking. Awww. Then the next day he says some crazy crap. No expectations. No expectations etc