Hi Bex, just a tought I had if H says sorry it means that he was wrong in what he did/ still does. I'm nearly a year into it and still no real sorry. If they were to say sorry it'd mean that they'd have to face what they have done, it'd mean for them to admit that they were wrong. They aren't ready for that and they might never be. I have given hope for a sorry. Even if I had it, it'd not bring STBXH back.
I know it's hard. Just keep doing what you are doing and in a couple of years you'll look back and see that it was hard and at the same time you have become a better you.
