I sat up and watched it get light outside. I cannot stop thinking about my sons. I've walked around my house a hundred times this morning and I hate the way it echoes now. It's like a fresh wave of hurt and pain and betrayal now even though I knew this was coming. Another man has used my ' best daddy' mug. This hurts so much. How dare she. I hate her with every atom in my body but I miss her so much. Yesterday was the worse day of my life. I suppose it can only get better from here on in. I am forcing myself to start clearing up the mess that's left and I'll try to look forward to seeing my boys when ever that might be.
me45,W43 S9,S5 T15yrs M10yrs BD 4/07/15 W wants D 4/07/15 W filed 8/05/15 D petition arrived 21/12/15 Merry xmas, W,S5 S9 moved out 5/2/16
