REALLY trying to detach...but GALing regardless!#3

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So here is my take. If you want to go onto FB because YOU want to do it! It's your life. Don't live in fear of what H thinks or says.

However if it is something you are doing because of H or to get a reaction from him then that isn't the right reason.

It would definitely be for ME. If it were not for H, I would have had FB years ago. I didn't get it BECAUSE of him. It made him uncomfortable because of his insecurities, so I didin't get on it to avoid the fight with him about it. Didn't work because even though I never had one, he didn't believe me and accused me of it anyway.

Most of my family lives so far away that I never get to see them. I'm jealous that my parents/siblings get to stay in contact with them while I feel cut off. I also miss some old friends from HS (GIRLS) that I think could offer me some support right now. I just feel lonely and want to be able to communicate with my family and friends that I am otherwise cut off from.

I just feel like I'm stuck here still trying to do what he wants and letting him control me even though he wants NOTHING TO DO WITH ME! How messed up is that? He certainly trained me well before discarding me didn't he?

At the same time, I've done without FB for this long. So, if it's going to damage my future chances with H, I can live without it.

Just want to say you ladies always give me a smile when I pop over to visit.

Awwwwww, that's so sweet!