if he found out.

My attitude may be changing a bit now. I mean, he's having a freaking A and certainly didn't stop to think about my opinion or feelings on the matter! So, why am I so scared to get FB? Would it push him farther away? CAN you be farther away than gone? And NC?

So, now that I'm thinking about getting one, I would love to hear anyone's thoughts on the matter. I am a GREAT mind reader, so I'm pretty sure what everyone will say, but I'm going to put myself out there and ask anyway as I am always afraid that I'm going to to something to hurt my chances of R with H even though he seems to not want anything to do with me.


M:45 H:48
M:11
No kids
BD:Sept'15
EA:Confirmed 1wk later
PA: Oct'15
12 '15 2 wk R
Just kidding, H wants NC
12 '15 H back w/OW
4 '15 R &still working on it