Lonely Hearts Club V

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Hello everybody! I feel much better today. It takes me some time to process certain emotions and I have had an emotional few weeks. I feel as if I have turned the corner though. I feel really good about Having told my STBXW what I think of her. I guess I had not been able to process my feelings about her affair and her leaving me for dead to fend for myself. I guess I just had to get it off of my chest. It was the first time in sixteen years that I have raised my voice to her and the first time in my life having ever cursed someone. And truthfully it felt really good! Maybe it's what I needed to do in order to move on.

Rouky it is your thoughts and prayers for me that will save me. I do feel your strength in your words and I strive to be as courageous as you. I hope that you sleep well and have a wonderful weekend. Bonsoir Rouky!