It's 2am now, taking my dog for a walk around the block. Just need to be away from the house for a bit. My boys are literally a few miles down the road so in some ways I guess I am luckier than some, I know they will be missing me and that hurts so much too. I have trust they know I love them. I am making a shopping list of things I need. Kettle, Toaster etc. Will hit the credit card hard this weekend. I feel like I am being fuelled by my anger at waw. But I am. It going to let her see how broken I feel. All she will see is a positive daddy. I am determined. Thank you everyone. I am already on prescription but only small dosage. I think I've got this under some measure of control now. I wish there was a fast forward button for my life.
me45,W43 S9,S5 T15yrs M10yrs BD 4/07/15 W wants D 4/07/15 W filed 8/05/15 D petition arrived 21/12/15 Merry xmas, W,S5 S9 moved out 5/2/16
