You are NOT a slow student, just a stubborn one. . I think you're miscounted get your steps. I think it's more like 5 forward and 3 back. You make great strides, then get nervous and step back a bit. But, all in all you're still moving forward not backward. Lighten up on yourself, you're going through an emotionally devastating time right now. No one can be expected to be there very best during this time. You're doing what you need to though and will eventually be happy one way or another. Patience my dear Rain. And, before you say it, I KNOW that you're struggling almost as much with patience as I am. LOL
Very stubborn. Yes sir. That's me. I did not cry even though it temporarily felt like a knife in my heart when he did the alluding. That's huge. And I also didn't say anything. Ive been here before. Nothing I say or do will stop the train wreck if it's true.
. I think you're miscounted get your steps. I think it's more like 5 forward and 3 back. You make great strides, then get nervous and step back a bit. But, all in all you're still moving forward not backward. Lighten up on yourself, you're going through an emotionally devastating time right now. No one can be expected to be there very best during this time. You're doing what you need to though and will eventually be happy one way or another. Patience my dear Rain. And, before you say it, I KNOW that you're struggling almost as much with patience as I am. LOL
I did not cry even though it temporarily felt like a knife in my heart when he did the alluding. That's huge. And I also didn't say anything. Ive been here before. Nothing I say or do will stop the train wreck if it's true. 
