On my way to meet for the boys again. It feels weird seeing her and not knowing what's going on in her life. A small part of me want s to know what her plans are for the weekend. How she's been. What's new. No where near as much as I used to tho.
These meetings still feel a bit awkward tho. Like I'm not sure what I should be saying or if I am being overly enthusiastic talking. Am I too friendly? I don't want to seem cold. It feels like I am walking a fine line and I'm sure it will get easier in time.
Walking into this with no expectaions from her tho. No reason to have any. I'm going to get my boys not see her. Looking forward to having play mates in the house again for a few days!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
