I still DO NOT want the D, but now I know what I can do. He gave me advice on how to follow.
He said get my cna license, I start classes monday. He said IF I want to file then do it once I have a job. Don't make it more of a burden on myself, OR wait until my WAH files and start it then if I want to try to see what happens.
I will keep doing my DB, keep being strong, HOPEFULLY WAH see's the light but if not, then I have my L and have my plan B.
I will keep this close to my chest V. I am telling NO ONE besides you guys that I talked to a L. I don't want anyone to know. I would rather have everyone think I am not looking or calling and then surprise them later. I think everyone thinks I am a dumb bag of rocks.
I do plan on now saving money for the L. When I get my Job I plan on putting what I can away for if WAH files I will have the 3500$ and not have to worry. If I don't get the D I want to use the 3500$ to help as a down payment on a new car! EITHER WAY I WIN!