Pink, You are stronger than you think. Dig deeper for patience and understanding. You are learning the lessons that most likely we all needed to learn...you know what one of the lessons is? We can't fix everyone. We have to learn to accept that we can only fix those things that are within our own control. God has to fix your h. You can't do it. Yes, you can leave a crack in the door, but that doesn't mean he can just jump right in. He is going to have to earn your trust and love once again. He's going to have to grow up and you can't be a mother to him. His lesson in life is to learn to stand on his own two feet and not rely on you or anyone else to get his life in order...he has to do that.
So, Pink, it's time to start a new thread. How about something like "Hear me roar! I can do this!
I look forward to reading your new thread and just watching you grow and blossom more and more each day. You've got this.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
