I dunno, 2ltl2lt, it sure feels like straight up hate most of the time. I find myself cussing under my breath every time I depart from her presence. I flip her the bird when she is on the other side of a wall/or door and can't see me. I don't do these things all the time and they are never witnessed, but it is shameful behavior. It has become some sort of habit. pitiful. As I briefly alluded to above, she has been spreading rumors about me in my hometown. She told a friend that I threatened her life and cut off all her funding. Both patent lies. She is in cahoots with a lover who has been harassing me for the past year, and a wicked step mother who is encouraging her to destroy the family (not that I would ever take my W back. ever.) It feels so terrible to know there are people who are out to malign you and destroy you. I know life is not fair. Why is it that I have to play by the rules and they are allowed to cheat and lie?
