So, he sends me three msg to which I just read it, didn't anything about it.
1st - I went to church last night (Thursday) because they canceled Tuesday service. I feel like my grandmother found this place for me. (he was very close to his grandmother and she died a few years ago).
2nd - You know that we can find ways for me to better support you with our sons, in terms of funning errands, doctors, etc.
3rd - Also, we will not go to Copper on Saturday, so I will plan to pick them up around 2pm to hang out together..
I will just ignore all this. I need to calm down because I am very angry at him right now. Everything he is doing is exactly what I always complained about him not doing.
Now, all the sudden he is Mr.Helper, can "better support me"!!!
Who the hell he think he is to destroy my life with his adventures and then try to hurt me even further with this Mr.Nice Guy now. I always needed all this, I did not have it, now that he is away, after all he destroyed in my life then he is trying to help?
I just want to ask him very politely to go to hell and never come back because I do not need this idiot anymore.
He is making me mad, but with all the madness I am so sad. I wish I don't get so worked out with his stupidities, but I do. I want to go away, far away from here and never see him again.
I do not text him, I do not ask anything from him, I do not start anything, I do not show up. I am living my life like he is dead. Why is he doing this? Why he can't think a little harder and see that this can hurt me?
And maybe that is the point, he wants to hurt me more. He thinks I did not suffer enough. I made a good divorce for myself, maybe he thinks it was unfair that he lost so much.
I know, and I know, and I know. My inner child chair. I am a good girl, I do things right. But I just need to dump all my frustration here. You are the only ones that I talk about this right now.
I did not cry for quite a few days and he made me cry today. I will just ignore him. I will just let go. He does not want to come back, he just want to punish me.
