Flight's Thread #2

[Flight]

Nothing is more true that "believe nothing that they say". The whole re-inventing of our relationship history and the cruelty followed by sweetness is pretty hard to deal with. You never know whether the tears and the opening up are real or just a manipulation to get what they want.

I thought we had a deal where she would leave and I could begin to heal, but now we are at a stalemate. I may have to involve an attorney at yet more expense to argue the separation agreement.

Still, and it almost makes me feel angry at myself, I have feelings for her and the hope that either when the reality hits, or once she buys her own place and sees things are not so great comparing what she left to what she is getting in life, she might let the fog lift.