Rant... I know there are so many on this board who still love their WSs and would like nothing more than to get them back. That is not the case with me. I am ashamed to say it, but I hate my WW. There, I said it. I hate her. Is there something wrong with me? I feel like there is. I know it is just another sign that I have not detached or dropped the rope. I cannot wait until I am completely and utterly indifferent to her. Right now, living under the same roof, I am struggling so much. I pretty much avoid her as much as possible, and life goes pretty well. But as soon as I have any contact with her I am thrown into a maelstrom of angry emotions. She called about an appointment for S4 that she cannot make. I told her that I would reschedule, but I also told her that I want to know about appts too. She leaves me out of the loop plenty. Then I told her that I don't think we will be able to send our kids to summer camp this summer because we are living beyond our means. She keeps telling the children that they are going to camp. The kids are so excited. Now I am afraid I can't send them. All because of the huge amount we are spending on L and the luxuries my wife is purchasing with reckless abandon. I am so angry at her. She also told her friend that I am threatening her life and shut her out financially. Complete lies. I called the friend. Big mistake.
