I think so too. Validating won't do any harm since we need to do the parenting.
Don't really know how to find courage in me to step on uncomfortable ground. I guess I get stuck on every step of the way. Now I am stuck in NC.
I keep trying to avoid XH as much as I can. I got his texts yesterday and did not answer it. Part because I was just too busy, and part because I just didn't feel like.
Today, I got another msg from him at 7:16am, asking me if I got his last 2 texts.
What the hell is this. Do this things really happen. Your XH text you every single day? I tough that the big D means something different.
I just don't know anymore. He is still driving me insane. One of this days I will just explode and tell him that he can make up his mind or leave me alone for good.
Sometimes it feels like this is just a bunch of bull and very smelly. Does he realize I have a very heavy load of work and responsibilities every day?
I just wish that one day he can come down to earth and smell the coffee. But by the way, I let my anger on the side and answered him this:
XH - Hello Cira - Did you receive my last 2 texts?
Pink - Yes I did. And I am sorry I didn't answered you. Have been really busy. I guess I can only say that I was a complete fool when many times I complained that you didn't help me. Well, now I need to swallow my own venom. Thanks for teaching me.
Not much from S21. Everything went well and he slept with the machine attached to his nose and chest. Today he will bring that back to the clinic and when they have the results then they will send it to his doctor and we go from there.
S21 can probably pick up the kids today. If not, then I will. Thanks for letting me know.
Don't know if he told you, but S18 and I were all morning visiting CU campus yesterday. We did talk to his counselor. Lots to do yet.
Wishing you a good presentation today. Have a nice day!
By the way, did you go to church last Tuesday?
Maybe not so bad, don't know, I feel kind of tired of all this stupid stuff. I am kind of down on myself in this area today. No very hopeful anymore.
But by other hand, I am kind of good about my own life. Looking forward to the Super Bowl game and party on sunday. Some of the kids friends are coming over and it will be nice.
Have my divorce group class schedule on sunday at noon so everyone can be free at the time of the game. I will be bringing some food for lunch.
Funny how things change. Not too long ago I was dying to get a text from XH, now it irritates me.
