Wife is in love with another man

[shreeve]

Awesome! I'll try to find some this weekend and try it out. Not much of an update, had my IC last night, then had to stop by a few places and ran into some old friends. Was nice to sit and talk, make some superbowl plans. Wife had called and left a message on my home phone, my initial instinct was to call back, but I didn't. She left a message, just stuff about being on call tomorrow and when she might pick up the dogs. After listening to the message, didn't really have any urge to call her back (message didn't really have a need for a return call). So I think I might be making some progress, the last few weeks it has been incredibly difficult to not call / text / email. Hopefully I don't take 2 steps back, but feel like I'm moving in the right direction. Still thinking at least a year before I'm emotionally functional, but this morning it wasn't the first thing on my mind. I was thinking about work stuff. R stuff came on pretty quickly though. Someone told me last week, one morning, you'll wake up and it won't be the first thing you think of - that's when you'll know you're getting a little better.