Pink,

I wanted to but sat around waiting for my friends so long that everything closed where I live. The mall and everything is cllsed now except resturaunts, movies, etc and everyone works tomorrow now and says its too late.

I just dont know how to handle him. Its so hard when I WANT HIS LOVE. I miss him snuggling, I want all of him and telling him no [censored]. But I know I need too.

It must be hard with your XH. I honestly feel that will be my WAH he will wanna do the same and it worries me. How did you put a stop to it? I struggle.

I hope tomorrow is better. I should only see him for an hour or two max and then not again until monday. I have to tell myself to make it threw tomorrow.

If he asks what I did I'm a horrible liar so I hope he doesnt ask. I dont want to have to tell him I sat at home by my self because everyone ditched me especially when I packed my nice heels and nice going out outfit.

I think I'm over worrying.

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Me:24 H:26
T:7yrs M:4yrs
S:4 D:5
ILYBNILWY 12/5
PA Confirmed 2/19