Thanks Guys

In terms of working on things previously... I am not being completely fair there. We were much younger back then so we did not know any better honestly. Then we had a solid 5 year break before she decided to come back all in. The issues we experienced this time are not the same as before. This relationship was def better. She broke her leg about 9 months before BD and nothing seemed to be the same after that. She was house bond for a while and I think she became somewhat depressed.

But there is obviously something about me, about us that she does not like or gets tired of over time. I think it has to do with keeping that passion going which is embarrassing to say. This is one of the areas I have been learning about though.

Thanks again for the comments... they will keep me level headed for a bit longer.