Hi Lady V. It's a mixture of emotions I'm sure Grief , guilt , sadness , anger and regret to name a few. It will pass and happeniess is in your future. I wish I was there and hug you until you felt better.
Please remember you do nt deserve this and none of it is your fault. Your only issue is that your Lady V and too kind a soul. You saw what H was but looked through compassionate eyes not realistic ones and that's called love
This will pass and vanillia will rise from the ashes
