Hope is not a Strategy- It looks done

[rich4j]

Appreciate the man hugs.....need them at this point.

Acceptance is hard. I had a good day or 2 a bit ago on accepting but then she poked a little hole in my cloud and the expectations and what ifs started again

I can't let that happen. Hard it is....and being in the same house makes it harder. That sitch may change in the next 30 days as the L's are talking and then things may just be easier for both regardless of outcome